Wednesday, August 26, 2009


"In life, we do things. Some we wish we had never done and some we wish we could replay a million times. They make us who we are and, in the end, they shape and detail us. If we were to reserve them, we wouldn't be the person we are today. So, just live. Make mistakes and have wonderful memories. But, never second guess who you are, where you've been and, most importantly, where you're going." -Anonymous

"Seven am;
The garbage truck beeps as it backs up
And I start my day thinking about what I've thrown away.
Could I push rewind?
The credits traverse, signifying the end
But I missed the best part.
Could we please just go back to start?"
-Incubus "11AM"
that song reminds me of my old apartment in Laurel

"As I look back on all that's happened..growing up, growing together, changing you, changing me -- there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together. As I look back on those days, I realize how much I truly miss you and how much I truly love you. The past may be gone forever..and whatever the future holds, our todays make the memories of tomorrow. So, my lifetime friend, it is with all my heart that I send you my love, hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you, for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold." -Unknown

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Much Needed Day Off

This week has been absolutely ridiculous. I worked 60 hrs in 4 days. The cherry on top of this shitastic sundae was getting my ass basically beat by an overweight 14 yr old girl last night. Let's just say I came home covered in toothpaste, hair grease, scratches, and sweat. She also yanked some of my hair out and just about broke my right middle finger. Oh and of course this altercation required hours of paperwork afterwards. So, yea, I'm sorta hating my job right now. I think I need an outlet for all the aggression it's bringing up in me, maybe martial arts or boxing or something (me....boxing...haha thats a funny thought).

Anywho, today I slept in and am running some errands. Then, later tonight I'm having an old friend over for a wine and movie night. I'm pretty psyched about that honestly. I could use a distraction right now.

Here's more random photos and quotes from my travels this morning....

"The tendency of aggression is an innate, independent, instinctual disposition in man... it constitutes the most powerful obstacle to culture."
-Sigmund Freud

"The answer to the riddle of how individuals can lose restraint over their propensity to injure others must lie in what is ordinary rather than extraordinary: normal human development."
-Peter Fonagy

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Because I'm bored and feeling a bit down....

During my frequent internet travels I've come across pictures that I like, but don't have a reason for posting on here. Today I'm unloading them, in no particular order. So, here's some pics that have caught my eye in the past couple months, but haven't fit into any postings I've wanted to do.....

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Feeling like a total shithead....

"Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same." - The Fray

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

"Life is about to change. Sometimes it's painful, sometimes it's beautiful, but most of the time it's both." -Unknown via littlemiss

Monday, August 3, 2009

Quarter-life crisis

I think I may be going through this right now and it's frustrating, terrifying, and unsettling to say the least. The bullet points in the first section and part about the "1-2 yrs experience" on Wikipedia pretty accurately sum it up. Don't get me wrong, I'm enjoying my job, it just never feels like I'm doing enough, making enough, living enough...........